YOSHIKA can't control 歌詞

歌：YOSHIKA

作詞：YOSHIKA

作曲：YOSHIKA・Tsutomu Nakayama・Masao Nisugi

I'm all by myself, standing on the dead flowers
and I'm yelling at your face
but you don't hear, well, you don't see where I am

there's no simple way to explain my thoughts
I cant find the way to make you understand
oh I don't even know myself

※my mind starts screaming when I wanna hide in silence
my hands try to reach you when you don't need me
salty water starts falling when I gotta look like a tough girl
no, I am not able to control myself※

I'm still by myself trying to find the way out of here
and I'm asking for your help
'cause I don't want to kill no more flowers in my head
I am so so scared, I've thrown in a desert place
gotta run, gonna have to run, but I still wanna stay
hey what's happening in here?

(※くり返し)

yes, no control me
yes, no please leave me
love me, hate me, who's me? where's me?

(※くり返し)